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Name: Scott H. Fields
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Birthday: 8/16/1988
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Saturday, August 23, 2008

Faded Memories of Love 8-21-08

Twisted on the inside
My outside tells an elaborate lie
Part of me is gone now
I'm too young to die of a broken heart

A shattered mind is what holds me together
That thin layer of ice
Keeping me above the icy water and insanity

Loving memories once trapped
Escaping me already
Without her key to lock them within

The solace found in the simplicity of life
Dying faster and harder with no air to revive it
Tears fall quickly drowning my heartache

I can look to a better tomorrow
But I'll only find gray skies ahead
Forever dead now without my love


Saturday, February 23, 2008

Temptress Playing With My Mind 2-23-08

Emotional lacerations scar my brain
Twisted thought binds me tightly
And these ideas wrap me in a noose

The thought alone of what I may do
Hurrels me toward judgement
And hangs my soul
for the immoral pestilence plaguing me now

I hear the stitching
of my own scarlet letter
so loudly ringing in my ears

A haunting vision of karma
And what could become
of my rotted spirit

The crossroads, a perpetual agitation
With infinite time to infest
my wretched self

These immoral images surround me
With no exits on this corrupt highway
Filled with mind games and torture

The stitching's volume increases
The needle sews through my heart
The patch drenched in my blood
Let's the world know of my sin

Inside I die a slow social execution
I rapidly awake from this nightmare in pain
A warm sweat soaks my conscience
As the crossroads indolently collide together
Once again forming one path for me to travel
And avoiding this blistering temptation another day

But if I only knew my happiness were a mirage
I'd take temptation head on straight to Hell.


Sunday, August 19, 2007

Dying Sun, Bright Love 8-19-07

When the world is blind and cast into darkness
Your beauty shall brighten our days
When the sun refuses to smile anymore
It will be yours that shows me the light

When the moon shines on for weeks at a time
Our love will guide us through each night
When we are lost within our dark world
Our life line will be all that has not died

When the days crumble into nothing
We will still have one another
When the days are gone forever
We will have had all of our thrills

Together we always will be


Thursday, August 09, 2007

One 8-09-07

Our souls collide though a thousand miles apart
Our minds form a sole unity refusing to weaken

The temptress of others crossing our paths
But not a glance or thought of them

Trial of love for a woman so wonderous
Daydream visits and holiday slumbers
She dances in mind at night
A restless insomniac of pleasure

Fishing the treading water in my head
Catching fadeless memories

This woman who loves me so
Makes every tomorrow possible

She quenches the heart's appetite
Refusing denial of it's needs
Paving our lives so smoothly
Knitting security silently
Defying all who have doubted

Our simple love seems so complex
But isn't that different at all

Those who have doubts
Do not truly want what they seek


Saturday, July 14, 2007

My Battle With My Past 7-14-07

Paranoia warrior of death,
My personal stalker of fate

Around every corner he lurks quietly
Tip toeing down my mind's streets
Hiding behind my thoughts
Awaiting my inevitable emotional collapse

All sounds heard
Mere illusions
All that I can see before me
Simplistic fabrications created for my discomfort

Are you the end of my sanity?
Or a subtle reminder 
Showing my loss of grip for reality?

Whoever you are, fearless warrior
I will defeat you
For I have your cards marked in advance
And I will not be oppressed by a cruel tyrant of my past



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